I need help but I hate asking for it. Sooner or later I’m going to be broke all the way down. I can’t wait to be free.
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“Pain doesn’t just show up in our lives for no reason. It’s a sign that something in our life needs to change.”—
It’s really hurtful knowing that you do everything/anything to make sure those you love are happy or successful but yet your feelings are never accounted for. It’s truly the most hurtful thing when you’re literally dying inside, and yet nobody can see your pain. I know I hide it well, with my perky, adventurous outgoing personality. I know that I bring light wherever I am, but my soul on the inside is black. Numb, broken, hurt and sad. I’m praying for the day someone will put me first and give me all that I need to know. All I ever wanted was someone to love me full heartily & would go to the ends of the earth for me, who sees stars in their eyes when they look at me. But it’s such a big dream, I wanna believe it’ll come true but I feel so stuck that how could anything ever change? I’m just, tired of living life.
T R A P N I T E S
(Source: druged)
